Black Moon Lilith Return
- Raquel Spring
- Sep 6
- 3 min read

From the Dark Feminine of Nusa Penida, Bali.
I have finally returned from the Black Magic Island of Nusa Penida in Bali, a place I always knew would change everything.
And so it did.
What a glorious way to close Black Moon Lilith’s 9-year cycle in my chart, and to open a new chapter with the Great Void and Dark Womb from which all of life originates.

Nusa Penida: The Black Magic Island

Nusa Penida is steeped in mystery.
It is said that, in the beginning, a mighty queen was imprisoned there by her angry husband, the king, along with her priestesses and maidens.
Later, prisoners, criminals, and outcasts were sent to the island for banishment too.
Today, Nusa Penida is alive with both light and dark entities, a place where spirits walk with humans, and where the feminine is contained, ensuring "balance and safety" of the land.
Wow. Its as if Black Moon Lilith hand-picked this place herself.

Right in front of our bungalow, foaming and surging in the ocean, was The Wallace Line, a 1300-meter-deep trench separating Indonesia from Austronesia, creating a channel for Dragon and Serpent lineages to move through and communicate with us.
A Dragon emerged from the bed where I lay and beckoned Stephen to follow.
There were three of us, and together we descended deep beneath the sea, beneath the famous island where our bodies rested.
The next morning we received a gift from the ocean to confirm all that we had known.

Stephen and I are sharing more about this in this week’s Audio Booster, as well as in our Path of the Priestess gatherings.
The Dense Goa Giri Putri Cave
One of my most memorable experiences was in the depths of the Goa Giri Putri Cave, where I came face to face with my darkest moment in Bali.

Words cannot begin to express... The claustrophobia of stuck consciousness and ancient beings pressed so heavily against me that I literally thought I would puke and pass out.
The things I saw, the depths I felt...
I remember thinking many times, “It will be a miracle if I make it out of this cave alive.”

Around me, others were hurling and moaning.
I remember repeating aloud, to myself and to them, “Relax into the darkness. It is the only way to communicate with it. Relax into the darkness…”
And so I did. I surrendered fully.
My consciousness blanked out, and I slipped into a dense realm.


The Haunted Cabin
My Black Moon Lilith Return would not have been complete without a 2-night stay at a haunted cabin.

After 5 sleepless nights in Nusa Penida, our host took us to a haunted cabin in the rice fields of Bali, wanting to test us, and see if, and how, we would get along with the famous spirits of the house.

The place was dense and crowded, alive with seen and unseen spirits. I could not even move the place was so packed. I kid you not. Not even an inch. Nothing could have prepared me for what I encountered next.

What unfolded was one of the most profound heart-openings I have ever experienced in my whole life...
Listen to the full story and follow our journey closely at The Mentorship Program: Weekly Audio Boosters + Path of the Priestess gatherings.
Returning Home

I am now back home in Sedona, integrating all that has been ignited, as I prepare to step into the next octave of my mission with Gaia.
My devotion to the Dark Feminine deepens as I initiate a new 9-year journey with Black Moon Lilith and the Path of The Priestess.
In sovereign love, Raquel Spring. ♡
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